I haven't posted lately, because...

well, there's just not a lot to say!Is that boring or what??I helped my sweet friend move this weekend.I did some photos for friends...still practicing and learning.And just enjoying life.Enjoying my hubby.Enjoying my second grade kiddos.Enjoying spending time with friends.Enjoying the holiday season. Really excited for a night of worship tonight.  There are a bunch of churches that come together once a month for a worship night.  It is tonight.  Last month I didn't feel like going, but when I did I felt awesome.  Something about re-directing all the stress and knowing that it's all about the Lord is so good.    So perfect.  How it should be!    My sweet friend Jenna took pictures of us, and I took some of them. I can't wait to show you. I don't know why I keep putting it off!  I edited these...just having fun and playing with them! 
 Some days I feel guilty that I don't think of Briar enough. I think of him still every day. Probably at least several times...if not 100. :)  Yesterday I had a little girl mention it again, one of the same girls who brought it up before. I do feel like I'm in a great place. I have lost track of weeks.  I just know that next Monday is the 13th, so it will be 3 months. In some ways, I want to cheer....I've made it that long!  I am doing okay! In other ways I want to just feel so sad and mad that I don't have my son here with me.  Yesterday in the post office a sweet grandma was showing off picture of her two month old grandson and I thought.."Oh man! I would have my two+ month old baby with me right now!!!"....
I don't think that will ever end. But I'm in a good place today. I hope you are too.