The Lord is really working on my pride lately.
I suppose I just felt entitled to have the baby early. Like I "deserved" it because I lost a baby last year. Goofy, silly thinking. But, I suppose when we are prideful...that is what we are! We don't "deserve" anything in this life. Sometimes I get so annoyed about the entitlement of our society...until I remember that I live here too...and totally struggle with the same things!
I feel like continually, every day, God shows me scripture or shows me a sweet friend who will remind me of something that reveals my intense struggle with PRIDE.
Either way though, I feel like the Lord has given me a peace to remember that this baby WILL come...eventually :) So I am just waiting...
If you have facebook, you already saw this...but I tried to shake the baby out with some ATV riding. It didn't work. :)
I have also been crafting a bit. I got this idea from Ashley Ann too...using a spray bottle with bleach to try to show something you have blocked off of a shirt. I got a little too much bleach, so I will use something a little different next time...like a squirt gun instead of a big spray bottle. But...it was a good try?!
Just waiting for him to get here now...